The Magdalen Manuscript (excerpts from the book)

"Time as you know it is running out, and I have received permission from the Goddess herself, indeed, I have been asked by the Goddess herself to reveal to you some of the most closely guarded secrets of all times. These are revealed to you in hopes that you will elevate yourselves in time."

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"Within the school in which I was trained we learned how to activate the serpent power, moving it in specific paths in the spinal column, and opening up circuits within the brain. This created what is called the uraeus.

The uraeus is often a blue fire that extends up the spine both laterally and horizontally and into the brain, and it undulates with the changes in energy within these pathways. The activation of the uraeus increases the brain's potential for intelligence, creativity, and most importantly—receptivity, for the task of the initiate is to change the quality of one’s being, so that the attunement to the ba or celestial soul is clear and unobstructed.”

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“When I met Yeshua by the well for the first time, the mere proximity of his presence activated my internal alchemies. A serpent power moved up my spine as if I had practiced the disciplines I had learned.

That first night when we were together alone, arm in arm, lying next to each other, we practiced the sexual magic of Isis. This specific form of magic charges the ka body with tremendous magnetic force through the power of physical orgasm, for when one has a sexual orgasm there is a tremendous release of magnetic energy within the cells. As this energy spreads it releases a magnetic potential that can be used.”

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“When I, an initiate of Isis, joined together with Yeshua, there were specific pathways I had to open within myself. I was stunned, however, to discover that many of these pathways were spontaneously opening in his presence. I mentioned at the beginning of this story how I trembled as a woman, having to struggle with my own passions and desires; for the path of the initiate is to use the energy of passion in a highly specific way, and not to simply be carried off by it; for alchemy requires that energy be contained so that it can be transformed.”

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“Clairvoyantly there is a central channel that runs up through the spine, and to the left there is a lunar circuit and to the right a solar circuit, called the ida and pingala by the yogis and yoginis.

In the alchemies of Horus one causes these two circuits to be activated by magnetic fields that are snakelike.

The lunar snake on the left side is pitch black, the color of the void; so indeed, it is the embodiment of the void itself and holds the potential as the creatrix for all things.

The solar serpent is gold.

An initiate causes these two serpents to rise upward. As they rise upward they pierce the chakras and cross over each other. In the alchemy of Horus these two serpents cross each other through the fifth seal, or throat, and all seals beneath.

They then face each other, at an area approximately where the pineal gland is, or the center of the head. Here a chalice is envisioned with the pineal gland at the very bottom of the chalice itself.

These two serpents are living—in that they are not static but vibrate and scintillate and ripple with energy—and the writhing of their bodies within the ka activates an increase of magnetic potential.

There are specific practices, which I will share at a later time."

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"When Yeshua and I made love, as you call it, we caused our serpents to rise up our spines, up our djed. We did this simultaneously, and at the moment of mutual orgasm the charge released from the first seals in the pelvic areas of our bodies was sent upward, into the throne, which is in the upper part of the head—stimulating the higher brain centers."

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"The sexual magic of Isis has to do with the innate ability of the feminine being to utilize magnetic energies to open deeper levels of consciousness through the act of surrendering to the sexual energies and pathways that are opened.

When a woman is deeply loved and appreciated, as was I by Yeshua, something lets go at the deepest levels of herself, and at the moment of orgasm there is an uncontrollable shuddering that takes place. If she feels safe and allows this shaking, this quivering, to overtake her, there is a tremendous magnetic vortex that opens, the center of which is in her womb.

Two initiates engaged in the sexual magic of Isis can strengthen themselves and rapidly expand their consciousness through the power of this magnetic field.

In the advanced practices of the sexual magic of Isis, the male initiate causes both of his serpents to rise through the ka body of the female and the female causes her two serpents to rise through the ka body of the male. The explosive power of this practice is like the energy released by an atomic bomb. The massive tidal waves of magnetics can strengthen the ka beyond imagination—or destroy it, if not handled properly.

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"The sex magic of Isis is based upon the realization that the feminine principle holds within her nature, specifically her sexual nature, an alchemical key. This alchemical key is revealed in the act of what you call love—sexual love.”

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"For those in partnership, the sexual magic of Isis would provide the wings by which they would ascend the djed and enter the throne of highest consciousness.

From my vantage point I see a great tragedy in that the secrets and the holiness of our sexual natures was made evil by the Church—by the Church fathers. And for nearly two thousand years now the most dynamic and one of the most rapid ways to God-realization has been made wrong.

And I find it indeed ironic that the Church has made it a sin—and therefore terrified those who might have stumbled upon it."

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"The truth and power of Yeshua’s teaching have been perverted by the Church. And the secrets of the elevation of consciousness through sacred sex, as was practiced by I and Yeshua, have been stolen by the Church.

I realize in the sharing of my story that only a handful will understand—but that is enough.”

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"As I said earlier, it is possible to scale the heights of consciousness alone, without partnership; and in this, the alchemies of Horus were designed to assist the initiate.

However, for those in partnership—sacred relationship—the sex magic of Isis was revealed. There are several aspects to this I wish to discuss.

The first of these is the understanding that at the moment of orgasm, magnetic fields are generated. In truth, these fields are created through what you would call foreplay—the stimulation of the senses through touch. This sensory stimulation begins the process of building the magnetic fields and is crucial to the alchemical practice of sex magic.

There are several methods available to initiates, and I will discuss some of these—but essential to the practice is the understanding of the nature of the interaction of the two alchemical elements within the man and the woman.

On a mundane level the semen of the man carries the information of his genetic lineage, which is passed on to the child. When the sperm within his semen joins with the egg of the woman life is created, and life is a complex interconnecting of magnetic fields. The growing child within the womb develops organs and systems, but at the magnetic level these can be viewed as interconnecting, complex vibrational and magnetic fields. And so at the mundane level, the act of sex creates new patterns of magnetics.

Initiates trained in alchemy use the sexual energy to also create complex magnetic fields—but these fields do not become a new being, a child; they become incorporated into the ka bodies of the two initiates themselves, strengthening and elevating their ka bodies. This is the first essential point to understand. Everything revolves around this.”

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"The next level to understand has to do with the emotional tuning of the female initiate—for the female initiate's receptivity is dependent upon her emotional state. This is part of her nature and cannot be sidestepped if these techniques are to work.

Essential to the female initiate is the authentic feeling of safety and love, or appreciation at the very least. When these are in place, something within her being lets go and allows the alchemy to occur.

The alchemy is created by the joining of the male initiate’s ka and the female initiate’s ka. As they make love, the ka bodies interconnect, and this causes the female to open her magnetic floor. This is a strange term. It comes from the language used in the temples of Isis.

The floor is the foundation upon which one stands. When we set something to be secure, we place it on the floor. So the floor was used as a type of slang within the temples, referring to the very basic piece that is required. So when I say “the female’s magnetic floor,” I am saying that this is the fundamental piece that has to occur.

As the two initiates continue in their lovemaking, and as the passion of their connecting increases, powerful chemicals are released in the brain and in the body. These transport the initiates into another space than their normal ways of being. This further opens the magnetic fields and generates an increase in magnetics.

There are two options to the male initiate at the moment of orgasm. He can ejaculate, or hold his seed. If he ejaculates, and the previous conditions have been met, there is an instantaneous reaction that occurs within the womb of the female. As the energetic essence of his sperm strikes the walls of her inner sanctum there is an explosion of magnetic energy—worlds within worlds, spinning. And to the extent that the male initiate has attained a high status as well as the female, the magnetics released from such contact between such sexual fluids can be enormous. So it is important to understand that this creates complex magnetics that both the male and female can draw into their bodies.

A second phenomenon occurs in which the female initiate may begin to shake uncontrollably. As she shakes, the center of it is usually the womb itself, which sets off a cascade, a rocking effect in the pelvis. This action also creates very complex magnetic fields, again, which the male and female initiates can draw into their ka bodies. This is the fundamental or basic understanding.”

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“In the training of both the sex magic of Isis and the alchemies of Horus, initiates would be trained in the basic exercises of the two serpents.

In this practice, the initiate alone generates energy through the power of ra, or the internal fire, to create an elevation in awareness—to create complex magnetic fields within his or her own body—and then to bring these into the ka.

I wish to share this method. It is the core practice for both those who wish to do this work alone, and for those who wish to do this work in partnership.

The fundamental practice requires that the initiate sit upright, breathing in a rhythmic, calm manner.

Then the initiate becomes aware of the base of the spine, and on the breaths draws the black serpent rising from the left and the gold serpent rising from the right, up the spine.

As the two serpents enter each chakra, they cross over, making their way up to the crown. But in this practice, the two serpents are brought up to the center of the head, to the vicinity of the pineal gland.

The initiate then, using the power of the breath, sends the energy of the inhales into the serpents and then with the exhales sends the energy of the breath deeper into the serpentine bodies, causing them to become “alive”, so to speak.

Eventually they will writhe, or move, from the power of the breath and the intention of the initiate.

At this point, a chalice is imagined inside the head with the two serpents facing off each other at the lip, the pineal gland resting at the bottom of the chalice.

The next phase draws the energy of ra upward. The initiate images a living ball of fire, like the sun, at the solar plexus, and with each exhale the initiate silently repeats or intones the sound ra. This causes the light, the fire of the internal ra, to be activated, and it spontaneously begins to move up.

As this light and heat moves upward it passes through the center of the chalice between the two serpents, up to the crown of the head. From here, a most remarkable phenomenon occurs.

From the left side of the crown an energy descends that is liquid-like in its nature. This liquid is called the red serpentine drops. From the right side of the crown another liquid-like energy moves down into the chalice, called the white serpentine drops. It is the heat and light of the internal ra that causes the crown to secrete these substances.

The red serpentine drops are related to the biological mother of the initiate. The white serpentine drops are related to the father of the initiate. As the two mix together several things can occur. There can be the sensation of a sweet taste in the back of the throat—what the yogis and yoginis call amrita—but which we in the Isis cult refer to as the spring waters, for they seem to come from the spring within the head.

Sometimes this is the first presentation; and if an initiate focuses upon the sensation of the spring waters, a kind of ecstasy arises. Sometimes the initiate senses light in their head. Again, if they focus upon this light, a kind of ecstasy arises.

Sometimes as the red and white serpentine drops mix, there is a spontaneous arising of ecstasy. This ecstasy, no matter what caused it, is crucial to this alchemy. For ecstasy is food and nourishment to the ka body.

There is a tendency for this ecstasy to remain in the higher centers, since this is where they were birthed in this practice. But in this method, upon the first arising of ecstasy, the initiate must shift his or her awareness to the entire ka body itself. This causes the ecstasy to spread throughout the entire physical body, khat, and is then absorbed by the ka, strengthening and revitalizing it.

For those in partnership practicing the sex magic of Isis, the ecstatic states naturally arise. For those in the solitary practice, the ecstasy must be self-generated.

Both practices, however, require that the initiate become aware of the ka during moments of ecstasy, so that the ka body can partake of the rich, magnetic fields created by such bliss.”

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“In a very real sense, the male initiate faces the greatest challenges in the practice of the sex magic of Isis, for it requires that he seemingly go against his own nature. By nature the male is electric from an alchemical standpoint, while the female is magnetic. It is the nature of electricity to move and to act, while it is the nature of magnetics to nest—enfold.

In the practice, the focus becomes the strengthening of the ka body through the incorporation of magnetic fields released by the sex act. Right after orgasm, the magnetic fields generated by the female initiate continue to unspiral and circulate. This is a time to rest and be with the magnetics, but by nature males tend to either get up and do something, or go to sleep.

So the male initiate must train himself to nest, to allow the magnetics that have been created to spiral into his ka and his body.

This is different from what occurs normally, for in the male, orgasm is confined to the pelvic area, and in some cases it spreads. But for the female initiate, especially one who has been able to relax into the experience, the orgasm spreads through the entire body and can continue in various levels of intensity for several hours.

Some male initiates might be concerned that by changing themselves, by nesting, they will become less masculine—but I can assure you that nothing could be further from the truth.

For the truth is, that as the male initiate nests in the magnetics, his ka body becomes stronger, and his sexual energy becomes more potent. One of the tasks for the male initiate is to sensitize himself to new levels of feeling, so that he can incorporate the magnetic fields released through sex into his own body and ka.

To clarify the term nesting, it does not mean that the male’s member remains inside the female, necessarily. It does mean that the male remains close to the female—touching, stroking, being with the physical sensations and the emotions after orgasm. It is through the portal of nesting that the male initiate is able to enter the feminine mysteries of creation.

Another aspect that the male initiate needs to be aware of is what is called adoration of the beloved.

As the alchemy of the sex magic becomes stronger there are certain signs that occur. One of these is that the beloved becomes adored or cherished.

This happens both for the male and female initiate. When adoration of the beloved occurs from both partners, the alchemy and sex magic greatly intensifies, for the harmonics and magnetics created by such emotion are very beneficial to the magic.”

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“There is another aspect facing the male initiate in this process, and it has to do with what we in the temples refer to as obstacles to flight, but which in your language is best stated as “psychological issues.” The term obstacles to flight refers to hindrances to the unfolding of one’s Horus nature, the aspect specifically that can fly upward into elevated states of consciousness.”

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“It is important for both initiates undertaking the sex magic of Isis to realize that they are embarking on a long journey and that the process is essentially one of alchemy. The purpose of alchemy is to transform one substance into another. It does this by burning off the dross, or the negativity of a substance, so that the pure substance remains or is created.

In the process of the sex magic of Isis, the substances transformed are literally the sexual fluids, hormones, neurotransmitters and other substances not yet discovered by your science. But it also involves a transformation of one’s psychology.

By nature, the sex magic of Isis steps up the alchemical process. The heat gets turned up, so to speak, the dross becomes clear, that which needs to be purified comes painfully into focus.

If one does not understand that this is one of the byproducts of alchemy, one might be disturbed by the arising of difficult psychological material. But actually this is one of the results, for the internal pressure created through the intense alchemy generated through the sex magic of Isis causes the ka body to extrude, or press out of itself all impurities and to clear itself of all obstacles to flight.

In those practicing alone, without a partner, the alchemies of Horus also create internal pressure, extruding impurities, but the task is more difficult in that the energy required comes from one’s own personal efforts, and there is not the benefit of reflection from another. However, it can be done.”

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“This is the basic understanding required for the practice of the sex magic of Isis. In the previous pages I have revealed to you the secrets of the ages, one of the most closely guarded secrets of the temples of Isis.

Understanding of these practices was reserved for the most advanced students.

Whether one practices the solitary path through the alchemies of Horus or the path of sacred relationship through the sex magic of Isis, one is stepping upon the road to godhood.

The central key in this journey is the strengthening of the ka through ecstatic states of consciousness. Whether self-generated or created through the ecstasy of sex does not inherently matter; the ka is nurtured and potentized by ecstatic states, regardless of their source.

On the contrary, shame is a poison to the ka body, a toxic element that decreases its vitality and potency.

I, an initiate of Isis, find it tragic that the Church has shamed women and men around their sexual natures and closed a door on one of the most direct paths to God-realization. Whatever you do along this path, my advice is to free yourself of all shame.

Search out the catacombs of your own mind and heart, seek out the dark places in yourself where shame resides and remove it.

Find every opportunity to create ecstasy, for it strengthens you and potentizes the ka.

May the obstacles to your flight be few and the blessings along your journey be many.”

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“I wish to turn my attention now to some loose threads concerning the practice of alchemy and the sex magic of Isis.

For the male initiate, it is essential to understand that it is the magnetic fields created first by the touching and stroking of the female initiate, his beloved, that starts the cascade of magnetic fields, building an intensity to the point of orgasm.

It is important that the male initiate train himself to be able to nest in the magnetic fields.

It is extremely important to both initiates to place their attention on the ka body during the ecstatic states of consciousness that are generated by their lovemaking, for this strengthens and potentizes the ka body, and this is essential for this type of alchemy as was practiced by I and Yeshua.

At the moment of physical orgasm, there is a tendency for the magnetic surge to move either up through the top of the head or down through the feet—but in either case, this magnetic field exits the body and dissipates. It is important during the moment of orgasm to contain the magnetic field or surge. Ideally the initiate would place his awareness in the upper throne or the upper brain centers. This would cause the surge of orgasm to rise up into the head, sending its energy into the brain itself and into the ka body.”

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“There are times when the male initiate may wish to hold back his seed. Within the sex magic of Isis, male initiates were taught a specific practice called stopping the Lower Nile.

From the initiatory knowledge of ancient Egypt, the Nile existed both externally and internally, the external Nile being the physical river and the internal Nile being the djed and its flow through the seven seals or chakras. At the moment of physical orgasm, when a man ejaculates, the creative powers that have descended from the upper Nile into the lower Nile are released.

This semen carries great potential for creating magnetic fields in the form of new life or an alchemical reaction in the womb of the female initiate, as we discussed earlier.

At times, however, a male initiate may wish to hold his seed, primarily because, depending upon his vitality, ejaculation may actually decrease his energy, and it was for these times that the technique for stopping the Lower Nile was developed.

The male places a finger over the prostate, just in front, so that at the moment of ejaculation the semen goes back instead of forward, and the magnetic fields of his sexual essence re-circulate through his body and his ka. But even in these moments there are magnetic fields generated by his ka which interact with those of the female initiate and they can both nest within these interactions.”

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“And now I wish to address a relatively rare form of partnership but which sometimes occurred within the initiates of Isis. You would call this same-sex partners.

While the building of magnetic fields and the nesting in these fields and the arising of ecstatic states can be created through same-sex partners, the interaction of semen and the womb does not occur, and so this aspect of the alchemy is not present.

However all other aspects of the alchemy and the sex magic are relevant.”

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“Finally, I wish to turn my attention to the term initiate, for I have used this term extensively throughout this material. The term initiate refers to one who has decided to live upward in consciousness, one who has decided to leave behind the mundane life and to enter into an adventure of consciousness.”

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“I have offered you my story and the teachings I have been given in deepest hopes that you will find a passage into your own greatness, for that is what this world needs now more than ever.

It is my hope that you will be uplifted by my insights, and that you will be inspired, as was I, by the magnificent being you call Yeshua, but that I call my beloved.

To those who have the courage to practice the alchemies of Horus, and for those who choose to live in sacred relationship with themselves or with another, I give my blessing.

May the blessings of the Cosmic Mother follow you upon your journey to yourself. May the path between the sun and the moon be revealed.

Spirit of all life, bear witness. Amen.”